natesmountain (natesmountain) wrote,

I care. I actually do...

It's the New Year shortly. What will I make of it? Will there be ...resolutions? I've never minded having a go at those. Will I renew my LJ account? That's coming up soon. I probably will. It's still a place I can let off steam, and these days I have friends who can handle just about anything without getting crappy at me. Which is good.

I'm having a massive clean out at the moment, trying desperately to get ruthless with stuff. It's hard. We don't have much storage space and we all seem to acquire a LOT of stuff that we can't possibly do without... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! Maybe I'll clean up my LJ too... if you're off the list, take offence. I probably don't like how you have behaved to me and it's been way too long waiting for you to come to your senses and be friends again! Caring? I am thinking of giving that up for 2010 and just being a person.

Hmmm, that'll last about five minutes, huh! A friend(?) phoned yesterday just to catch up. I refer to her as the PHB or psycho hose beast... did you watch Wayne's World? She's very unstable but quite chatty on a good day when her meds are up and her children aren't trying to destroy themselves or one another... she wants me to come up for a cup of tea in the New Year. It's hard but *sigh* I'll probably go, huh. Because. I. Care. Dammit.

Anyway, I'm going to hang out two loads of washing then I'm going to walk to the Pharmacy to get some interesting pills then I'm going to sit in the sun and just bask and write before I cook our own re-visit to Christmas dinner. I am really very lucky. What are you up to? I want to know. Because. I. Care...
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