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Thoroughly sickened...

I got a letter today, from the Chairman of the Board of my last school. And you know what I think? I think it's tough when you get dumped on, when a confidential letter is shared behind your back. Why are people so spineless, why can't they communicate, how hard is it to just pick up a telephone and discuss something? I know I mentioned the other day how gutless net people can be when it comes to picking up the phone and just talking, how they can say all the horrible things they like in writing but can't talk to you honestly. But really, what the hell is wrong when the people I worked with just down the road can't even do that? I wrote in confidence to the Limited Statutory Manager, as he asked me to, and he has shared my letter with the Board of Trustees. And OMG that includes the Acting Principal, about whom I was less than affirming.

I have just vowed to never speak of my last school again, to never visit it again and to never be involved in a campaign to help the school again. It's over. And I've told them so. I said, Rest assured that I, your strongest defender and campaigner for SCS out in the community, won't say another word, for or against the school, anywhere.

As far as I am concerned, I never worked there and it is a blank in my life. Now I am moving on. I can't change the world. I'll just have to get on with other things just as pressing.

And on that note, rave over, this LJ outlet used, I shall move along. Writing, housework, piano lessons here in an hour, all that stuff to do...

*sigh* what a waste of energy so many things are, so many people are, so many jobs are... I just wanted a better world...


Mar. 28th, 2007 07:10 am (UTC)
I'm sorry, really sorry that that has happened to you, it is really unfair...Why did the statutory manager do that? if he thought you made points the Board needed to hear he should have asked your permission first - sigh!!

All you can do is move on... but do keep on hoping for a better world, and working for it... it's costly and painful at times but we have to keep trying!!
Mar. 28th, 2007 09:56 am (UTC)
Thanks, Viv. I don't know why he did it, I guess he doesn't have to care about me as a person any more, and maybe I made some good points he wanted to share but it still shouldn't have happened like that. I'm so disappointed.

And yeah, I want a better world, so badly that it aches tonight. It's like there's just too much pain in the world and I can't bear it all. There's so much good and so much love, but there is all this awful hate and resentment and pain and suffering as well. Some days I wish we could start over. But that's not realistic. I guess I'll keep trying and hoping for better things. I think it's important to try and be optimistic, huh.



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